Soooo, with many o’s. Hi and I miss you all, my friends to be specific. Now I heard I have fans, so, a shy wave, hi to you too.

Work has got me busy, which is good just bad timing, when you want work it doesn’t come and when you least expect it, they throw you a huge load. Oh well, baby steps never hurt and all I got is time (oh, really?) I hope so. I deliberately left my tablet at home and thank god for that last minute decision, today I had time to make phone calls, send emails, do HW’s, and organize my files somethings that I been wanting to do but my mixed up mind blocked me from doing. Really hope dad doesn’t emotionally blackmail me to go to RAK with him this weekend, I have a lot to do, stuff I can’t do during weekdays *crosses her fingers*. A good thing that I’m surprised from is how I still manage to go to gym when I come back home from work and college, I hope it stays that way, it keeps me sane in a way. I had a small brainstorming chit chat with a friend last night, and I was literally too tired to talk so I listened instead, for the most part. In my head I had this picture of a wide beautiful sea and although it was a night vision the water was amazingly light blue almost turquoise, anyways, and there was a small ship sailing, too slow too heavily packed, and with every thought and for every decision I thought I had to think of to make a decision it felt like i was throwing out bags and  pulling out anchors, I didn’t feel but I knew that if that happened that lil boat of mine would sail a bit faster freely and happy. I wonder if it was the view that contributed to that vision, I love Shangrila.

Until I find time to write again.

hugz & kisses

silen-ce